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well hello there [31 Mar 2007|07:39pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | iron chef ] havent been much of an updater i do still check though ive been so busy  school has been awesome  good things have been happening im pretty happy,  in two days its spring quarter the best, most fun, sunniest quarter of the year and its our senior year  and graduation  and europe for 2 months and then...  yeah. ill be up here atleast til december  then who knows.  i have some ideas i hope everyone is doing good  2 | were just liars

oh my oh my [20 Mar 2006|09:55pm] [ mood | amped on suga ] [ music | silence! in the library! ugh ] im really not big on updating anymore. but i would like to say i am very grateful for my liberal upbringing and education that i have recieved. i understand the difference between true and false in certain aspects where peoples insecurites and blindness to the obvious really bug me, a lot. you dont have to have faith in a god to be spiritual or even a good person. i dont even think you need 'faith' for that. ..i need to stop now. my evita peron paper is much more important than an argument on the existence of religion and god. maybe later in the week. =] in other news; best interest was a bitter sweetness. and i miss my best friend and i miss seeing my roommate at 730 in the morning everyday. hey, atleast one of us is getting laid. 4 | were just liars

nicole eats bananas therefore she is a monkey [15 Feb 2006|09:44pm] [ mood | lalalallala ] [ music | ice cube ] i would just like the world to know that my best friend is a model yeah thats right modeling that sweet grill of hers: =] oh man life, so amusing at times its weird not having a phone really and not having a computer really crazzzyyy this weekend is going to rock 3 | were just liars

one trick pony [27 Jan 2006|10:20pm] [ mood | not to bad ] [ music | nelly furtado ] ( <when the mind wanders, it often wanders far far away> ) 8 | were just liars

sigh [15 Jan 2006|02:55pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | vnv nation ] just because people are different doesnt make them better same goes for me i really really dont feel good =[ 2 | were just liars

its so cold, in this house [10 Jan 2006|08:57pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | frou frou ] when everything in your life falls apart you still have yourself so if you prepare yourself to be solely independent than rock bottom shouldnt be so difficult, right? im having a hard time with things right now and i really apoligize those close to me who have felt the affects of my actions lately, and in the last few monthes you know if this is about you and i do sincerely apoligize i know an lj entry isnt much but on my part its a start i have a lot to work on and a lot to fix there are rough days and there are good days and there are even more rough days is it possible to be content but complete lost at the same time? im hoping something amazing will come a long and redirect this path but it is doubtful im holding on. 2 | were just liars

ridiculous [31 Dec 2005|06:54pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | LAW AND ORDER MARATHON ] im really really glad that 2005 is almost over. really glad. im ready for 2006 to be here i plan to make it great =] <33 2 | were just liars

haha [26 Dec 2005|11:59am] [ mood | good =] ] [ music | 9th symphony... techno mix ha ] break hasnt been too bad a lot of this: christmas was good i miss my brother a lot =/ but christmas was good ps/ check out this studddd 2 | were just liars

i dunnnnnooo [18 Dec 2005|03:31pm] ive been playing the antisocial card. im sorry. i havent even seen my sugar ♥ and i miss her a lot i get to see roxy tomorrow long drive but im stoked to see her and speand time with her its been a year! my sisters are here were baking cookies! ha i love them. it doesnt really feel like christmas time.. i havent even started getting presents i dunno whats going on, ha alicia's bday is this week knotts♥♥♥!! thats all i wanted to say i guess i have some pictures.. but i dont feel like uploading call me up, im home. moscow, wed??? oh i hope so. 5 | were just liars

♥ thanks wifey =] [11 Dec 2005|11:09pm] [ mood | not too bad ] [ music | dave mattews band ] sunrise 12.12.2005 ( <from you one look, and everything just shatters> ) sunset 12.13.2005 i love that i get these every single day and all i have to do is look out the window =] good weekend. 1 | were just liars

fdhih;lkncyojlkjnluiyglui [08 Dec 2005|10:51am] [ mood | stupid ] im over this bullshit. i feel betrayed. whatever. ugh, maybe im just an idiot. but then again maybe not. thanks for all your "help" not.

this was really, really intense. [07 Dec 2005|06:56pm] [ mood | chill ] [ music | panic at the disco ] Go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that’s your “Year in Review” JANUARY- so its been a while christmas break was exhausting but fun i love seeing my sisters since i only see them twice a year christmas was grand and then miss rox♥sox came and we had a grand ole time oliver and i broke up a couple weeks ago FEBRUARY- my friends are amazing; simply amazing. MARCH- good weekend. i love it when being here feels good. i miss my home friends though of course. finals coming up.. eeek. and im a silly girl. but its okay. APRIL- im home more days in the week than i am in sb. but i wouldnt have it any other way. im grateful for the friends i have. even when they are assholes and im a drama queen. life goes on. i have a secret♥. MAY- "Lie to me once shame on you, lie to me twice shame on me." JUNE- life is silly. weird. annoying. change. why is shit all of a sudden getting to me? JULY- since i dont have a computer updats are lacking oh wellll =]my sisters are here.. its funn i missed them AUGUST- do you ever wish you were someone else sometimes? =/ SEPTEMBER- life is not too shabby when you got the right people on your side =] this was my summer.. enjoy the picture show: OCTOBER- i confessed something to my best friends today. im proud of myself. im also ready.its time for a little change, and only one person would really notice though. but its time to stop holding myself back. NOVEMBER- maybe they are right; same story, different guy. DECEMBER- i just really wish it could have been me. 2 | were just liars

we lose our feelings but thats what the movies show [06 Dec 2005|09:54pm] [ mood | ehhh ] im really done with thinking. i wish it wasnt finals week so i wouldnt have to think so much. brain overload, maybe? oh man.. excuses excuses ive been playing nothing but these albums lately: new story of the year new tatu sublime tribute album poor roomie erin elizabeth how does she deal with my craziness i love her a lot. and i miss sugar. i could go for a sugar hug. i miss those =[ butttttt after i finish my 7 page wm st 180 final shakespeare final 6 page wm st 150 final it will be friday and shiva will be here ♥♥♥ and it will be the weekend. and no school for a month thats going to be really nice. how come the quarter went by so incredibly fast, but the next 3 days feels like years? oh man, craziness. 2 | were just liars

=/ [03 Dec 2005|02:39pm] [ mood | bummed ] i just really wish it could have been me.

lalalala [29 Nov 2005|03:17am] [ mood | should be studying ] [ music | enya ] i barely took any pictures while i was home but here are the ones i did thought i would share them with you all. enjoy. ( <i really got some great people in my life> ) ♥♥♥ i laid low this trip. im sorry for those who i didnt get to see. coming back home on dec. 16th. 10 | were just liars

misery made beautiful right before our eyes [27 Nov 2005|01:16am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | sarah mclachlan ] and I forgot to tell you I love you and the night's too long and cold here without you I grieve in my condition ( <for I cannot find the strength to say I need you so> ) 6 | were just liars

I dunno what to do [24 Nov 2005|03:52am] Either something has to change Or Something really needs to hapen. I'm lost. 3 | were just liars

man; [16 Nov 2005|10:06pm] [ music | something corporate ] im disappointed. i really wish that for just a few moments i could stop thinking. i really hate this. =/

=] [09 Nov 2005|11:46am] [ mood | should be studying, duh. ] [ music | alanis morissette ] dont forget to win first place; dont forget to keep that smile on your face. update; im getting deployed to new orleans dec 14-dec 28 im really excited. its the first step. watch out world. lish-ill make it up to you =[ im sorry, you know i will though.. right? im happy with what i got. and who im getting. and so on =] its so much better to fix things than to have neverending tension. ...♥. 9 | were just liars

[06 Nov 2005|02:57pm] [ mood | hmm ] [ music | ten ] And we wait above a road. We're turning to go home. And the silence from the side of the car, Tells me everything and how we are. Cause there's no more trying to make this so right. There's no more trying tonight. And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone, And I wonder if, I'm alone in your head. I know something is wrong, I just don't know what to do. You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you. I don't want to try no more, I don't want to make this right. I just want you to be true to me one time. And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone, And I wonder if I'm alone in your head. Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last, I'll give this one more try, I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask What could you be doing that is so much fun? Without me by your side, Without me by your side. And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead, And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back, Because there's no more trying to make this so right, Theres no more trying, Theres no more trying tonight. We'll never be the same, We will never be the same, We will never be the same, We will never be the same, Until you're done.

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